If it FiTs...

 It was the morning of the Pluto square to Jupiter's 

first ingress into Taurus 

and she was awoken with a revelation

unto herself.

The night before, she was watching an educational video on 

the mythology history of Zeus and Hera and that of 

Hades and Persephone. 

She came to learn a few things about herself from listening 

to their ways of life.

The first thing that came to her, was her own secret attachment to 

her Plutonic Twin. 

She first confessed to God that she was indeed still 

allowing her mind to hold onto him, but she admitted that 

she couldn't really grasp why... 

At 5:05am, she lay awake in her bed and she began to 

converse with God about how uneasy and jealous 

she felt every time she would come across his page. 

She mentioned seeing all his other sexy women friends, 

and how it made her feel unworthy and let down... 

And God spoke to her and reminded her... 

That her worth was in Him.. Not in other people. 

And she knew this, but what she didn't know is what God 

spoke to her next. 

He reminded her of the Sin of Sloth... Laziness.. 

Not wanting to make a decision. 

And she lit up inside! 

How could she have not seen it! 

God spoke to her even more and explained that in life, 

people would do as they pleased... 

This was a part of Free will.

 However, she was not here to 

change, condemn, or judge anyone. 

Not even in the name of love!

Because Love was not that. 

Love was about discernment.

Discernment meant listening to how she felt inside and being 

honest with it.

Accepting it. 

Honoring it. 

And allowing it to speak back to her what she truly desired. 

God reminded her of one thing that she did 

have in her control and that was the choice to follow

True Love 

or 

Go against it.

But it was up to her to Decide which one she wanted.

However... 

God showed her, that if she didn't make a choice... 

Not making a choice was 'the choice'.. 

But not making a choice made her a defector...

And by being a defector, she was left falling down into

the great Abyss!

Eternal damnation!

Never really being able to feel Joy.

Never being able to know real Love.

This was all things she was very much well experienced in.

She had gotten the highest educational degree on it

and had finally decided to Graduate 

by turning back to God. 

As she laid awake in bed, she looked over in her 

mind's eye all that was before her with her Plutonic ex. 

He had multiple pages, multiple alias's, and multiple conquests.

This spoke very loudly of his character.

He wasn't a loyal, reliable, trusting, person. 

The picture he was presenting to the world showed 

exactly that. 

No wonder her soul felt icky and repulsed.

This vision her ex revealed was never hidden. 

He was who he was and he was proud of it. 

She just had a secret sin of pride and thought

she could manipulate him in order to change him.

But to want to change a person meant that she was judging.

Claiming she was higher, more righteous.

And this was the cycle that she wasn't able to break

for the longest time because she never saw the 

ROOT CAUSE!

 

The sin of not wanting to make a choice for God's Love.

Her responsibility was always to God and herself 

in the choices 

she decided to make for herself, 

for her vision,

for her wishes and desires,

 and 

for her future. 

So she sat up in her bed. 

She thanked God for revealing such truth to her and how 

she had fallen away from it. 

Then she asked God to forgive her and to help her forgive herself.

She then was ready to accept the truth before her and she 

finally, made her decision.