Light Shadows

It was the day after the 

Powerful Aries Solar Eclipse New Moon

and already all kinds of excitement had exploded

around her as well as in her. 

To begin with, 

she had a revelation stream in 

after a very interesting night prior. 

This school of life 

was definitely teaching her a lot

about who she was and who she had allowed herself

to believe she was.

The one thing she finally allowed 

herself to see... 

was the shadow she had been running with.

This shadow made her believe that her light

was here to help people. 

Meanwhile, she herself was being drained with 

each act of kindness. 

But also, her power and energy 

was only being refilled when she would

use her powers for deception.

Luring people in with a false sense of care

just to prove her high and mightiness. 

But this was not her.

This very belief went against her very foundation,

 the true love 

that which she was and came here to be. 

However, part of her had a fear

that she needed to prove herself in order to 

be loved. 

And so with  that twisted mindset,

she was weaving a really tangled web.

However, the patterns were finally coming to an end.

She had hit her point of no return. 

She saw herself in the middle 

of all her fears. 

Like a compass.

She was being guided by the Adult self,

who seemed to have believed in the 

illusions of her Dark Side of the moon

and it's shadows!

It was time though, 

to make a choice. 

Learn something new and

go up. 

or

 Grab a shovel 

and continue to dig her own grave?

Neptune in Aries was going to help her. 

She knew that much. 

But she had to take the first step

after taking the veil off, 

which was to 

open her eyes 

and see her world from a new light. 

Her Own.