Broken Record

After the Libra Full Moon 

everything began snowballing downhill

super fast!

And somehow, 

she was caught up 

in between 

the huge snowball 

and couldn't even iron out

her own faults... 

But were they even her faults?

Or was there game afoot?!?

Ever since she fell down the rabbit hole,

she realized that not everything was as it seemed. 

She really wanted to believe that she was in an 

ordinary world, 

however, the more she allowed 

reality to become visible in front of her, 

she realized she was in anything but 

an ordinary world. 

Was she in a wonderland?

or 

did she fall into the pits of Hell!?

Was she perhaps roaming the Underworld?

Trying so hard to plant roses 

and daisies into shit-holes?

Smiling her smiles 

at a$$-holes, 

Expecting them all to 

smile back?

Did she somehow 

bypass a sign that said 

Welcome to the Matrix

Put your soul on the table and let us 

plug into your brain!

She began to see her reality 

quite clearly now. 

She had no friends. 

No matter how much she tried to be one, 

no one in this fairytale world 

wanted anything to do with a connection.

She realized though, that they did indeed 

want her energy. 

They wanted to use her and abuse her

for their own sakes. 

How did she end up in this?

 Better yet, 

How will she ever get out of it? 

Will she ever?

Or will she die in it all over again?