Sudden Stop

 She was sitting outside on the steps about to 

text her son, when along came 

"Mr. I wanna Marry you Now" 

She greeted him with a hello and a 

friendly hug, 

hoping he would forget what happened 

the last time they were together when she had totally

ran out on him and their date. 

Unfortunately, the first question out of his mouth

was, "what happened to you Friday?" 

Was it really a Friday? 

She couldn't really remember any of it except 

that she had ran frantically in the rain

all the way home. 

She quickly concocted a short yet very believable lie. 

"I got sick! Too much beer!" She giggled and mocked.

It just rolled right out of her mouth like 

a bowling ball down the gutter at the bowling Alley.

She hated lying. 

But she also saw another chance to drink.

When was she going to stop using men for beer?

But then again... 

Was she really using them? 

Who was she kidding. 

Definitely not herself. 

She knew very well that this guy was very 

Plutonic with her. 

They had completely different beliefs. 

And she knew she wasn't going down that route 

again, where she thought her belief was the right one.

She had finally come to learn and understand that 

everyone had a right to their own beliefs. 

Including her. 

But what she needed to do though was set 

boundaries up for herself so that she doesn't 

go against hers in order to keep them. 

But maybe.. 

Maybe going out with men and having a good time

was her belief?

She wasn't giving them any more then she really wanted to. 

And it seemed that they were having fun too. 

They enjoyed her company. 

Talking to her. 

She was a good listener. 

And she always spoke her truth so they 

were getting a lot of good advice out of her. 

She didn't want marriage from them though. 

They were all Plutonic. 

She just wanted the beer. 

And they wanted her company. 

Fair enough, right? 

At least In her mind it was.

However, Holy Spirit forewarned her... 

He would eventually want sex and possibly not 

settle for no. 

In his chart, she saw that if something 

should ever flip in him, his demons would seek 

chaos in any means possible. 

And his demons were of the earth. 

Not air, mental abuse,

not water, emotional abuse,

Not fire, a battle... 

But Earth... 

The Body.. 

Rape. 

She definitely had to cut this one off.

And Now! 

Today, he kept texting her and texting her. 

The unread messages were up to a count of 22! 

22!!

She decided to douse his fire.

She mentioned to him that she had a guy friend 

who needed a job and was wondering if he could 

help her friend. 

This made him completely upset. 

He responded with a lie though. 

She knew because just the other day they had 

talked about how him and his friends always

 help each other out all the time. 

Either way, she just wanted to make sure he knew 

that she wasn't only with him. 

She was dating. 

He never made it exclusive and even if he did,

she would kindly decline it

seeing how they both had different beliefs.

But now came the time where she really had to 

cut him off. 

No more trying to get free beers from him. 

It was turning too deadly. 

Just as Holy Spirit had forewarned.