Glee Itching

No matter how hard she tried, 

she couldn't get this one 'thing' to leave 

her alone. 

Was it an illusion delusion?

Was she imagining it?

Because it seemed that at every turn 

of her energetics hitting joy, 

this thing would just appear out of 

nowhere!

Boom!

Just like that, 

tapping her on her shoulders from behind.

Or walking in stage left 

and just staring at her until she acknowledged 

it's presence. 

Could it be real?

 

Or

was she creating it into reality with her glitch?

Her Neptunian Jupiter glitch... 

Since Neptune had made his way into Aries, 

it was her time to really choose wisely 

at what she really truly believed in. 

Which she immediately knew was

Herself.

Her energies. 

Her truth!

However, 

this illusional glitch kept showing up for her

every single time she was feeling joy 

and about to take off. 

She was ready to move her energy into her next 

endeavors and boom, there it came!

Like a witch on a broom....

To suck away all the energy she had built up. 

This glitch was definitely exhausting her every last effort.

Thus,

Finally, 

with Neptune moved into Aries, 

(which was her Rising Sign)

she was able to catch the energy creepin' about.

It was time for her to choose herself. 

To really move herself forward rather than 

allow her Mercury mind to believe in the lie

that she was taught growing up. 

That the only way to be successful was to 

throw her energy into an external thing 

in order to get a reward. 

However, that mentality belief and action, 

many times over, had proven to her that it never

actually panned out to be true. 

Especially not when it was time to come back into 

her body and feel at home. 

Which she was ready to finally achieve in the

 physical sense as well.

So now the only question remained,

 that kept her in skepticism,

 was;

What exactly was she to do now?