She had caught it.
Finally.
Her Foolish Heart.
Because she knew she wasn't innocent.
If there was one super power she could have bestowed upon her...
it would be the gift to know exactly how people truly felt.
But then she thought about it...
And took it back...
But she couldn't.
Because she already had it.
And she knew things.
Things that people were not ready to face.
And with this superpower...
She was rendered hopeless and hurt.
All because she wasn't God.
And she knew everyone had their own life to live.
In their own divine timing.
All would come to pass...
And she wasn't allowed to interfere.
No matter how much she tried.
If she did, it always backfired.
Manipulation was her enemy..
She was beginning to see that
much more clearly then ever before.
Maybe it was time to stop.
Maybe it was time to be real.
Emotionally.
Could she do it..
Many would say, Nope...
Zero Feelings.. Zero Emotions.
But what she had finally come to understand
during the Libra Full Moon, was that for her,
in order to allow her feelings to show to others..
She was first responsible with allowing herself to
accept them within her own self.
This is why she was always manipulating everything and everyone.
Because she was also manipulating herself.
It was time to finally stop trying to change herself.
It was time to learn acceptance.
And Apply it.
To Herself.
And then...
and only then...
Could she finally begin to STOP looking for things
in everyone else to change...
And instead learn to accept them as they were and
allow herself to experience something new without
a fear of the unknown new experience
of hold space for another person.
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