She didn't want to let him go.
But she knew she had to.
Even though she had played so many times the game of,
"I don't care"..
She really did, though.
Her heart had taken a hold on darkness.
His darkness.
And she didn't want to let it go, but she knew she had to.
It was her last chance.
It was now or never.
If only it were that simple though.
She would have been done it 3 years ago.
But it wasn't.
Why did it have to be so hard?
She really wanted to find out why...
Maybe that is why she chose to walk the road she did.
So she could find out the truth...
So she could could come to the answer she's been seeking for so long!
Only for herself.
And then for the rest of the world later.
And that's how she found him.
Her Plutonic Twin Flame.
Only now...
Did she understand the darkside...
The darkside of self confidence.
And that was longing.
She realized now that grief was tied to longing.
Believing that a person out there held in there hand her true worth.
That being with them was the only way she was ever worthy.
That being accepted by them was her only truth.
But it wasn't.
And this is where she finally awoke.
Where she realized that her true worth was always in her.
In who God had made her.
And never in the approval and acceptance of another.
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