She wasn't going to deny it.
She still missed him.
The parts of him that were real.
True.
Kind.
and
Caring.
Cause he had that side too.
And that side of him was the side that she fell in love with.
However, lately he had taken a turn for the worse.
He had allowed his greatest fears and pains to keep him low.
And to top it all off, he had allowed himself to get sucked into
a comfort zone.
His compulsions and addictions kept him circling the same
repeat patterns over and over again.
And he never saw it.
He just kept trying to swim out of waters that were getting way
too high for anyone to survive.
But why?
Why was he punishing himself like this, she wondered.
And why was he choosing to push away what was clearly
not going anywhere?
His faith was clearly being tested.
Where was he choosing to put it?
His power?
Was it going to be in Love?
Love for himself and who he truly was?
His truth.
Or would it be in the Fear...
The fear he didn't want to face.
She sat back and watched... That's all she could do.
She held space for him.
Whatever battle he would face.
She was always there.
He knew.
She knew he did.
But it was up to him to turn around
and see that there was another way.
It really wasn't as dark out as he believed.
There was the Sun.
And it shined every day
even though he chose not to wake yet..
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