For Ever changing Me..

 Since 2020, the universe was doing a huge rewiring on

the Gemini areas of life

 in all people through their inner 

planets going retrograde.. 

However, she knew she could only focus on herself

so she began to go back and look over her own life

since 2020 when it all began. 

The first planet to go inward was Venus... 

The Goddess of Love and Beauty. 

Venus also governed self love and the relationship to self.

Ever since her father had passed away, 

she had taken a turn for the worse, especially when it came to 

loving herself and relationships. 

She had finally held her last straw of committed relationships

when the Hungarian boy she was holding onto 

for daddy's approval turned out to be a cold hearted snake. 

However, what she didn't yet know... 

was that when she was treated bad by a man, it did not

mean that she should just throw in the towel and do 

the same kind of treatment to herself.

But because she did not know this yet... 

Back in 2020, when Venus went Retro... 

She had another thing coming... 

Because she became a player... 

Meaning she didn't listen to her own heart. 

She didn't care about her body.. 

She didn't even care about her mind or truth... 

And by not caring about any of these parts of herself

the only way her Soul could reach her, was through 

a sickness... 

And since Venus wasn't playing... 

Sure enough she got a great big old wake up call! 

Three penicillin shots later, it was now the year 2021.

It was now Mercury's turn to do a little rewiring in her 

mental processing of information.

Was she being honest with who she was portraying?

Or was she a FAKE?

And so in 2021 she met her Plutonic Twin. 

Her Plutonic Twin was not to blame for her falsehood. 

The way she continued to lie to herself just to please others

was purely hand picked from her own bag of self destructive

 choices. 

From April 2021 till October 2022, she was clinging to 

a self destructive cycle within her. 

She was chasing something that wasn't even what she 

truly wanted. 

A life where she was always running back and forth 

between mommy and daddy's expectations. 

It wasn't until April 16th when it was Mars' turn to 

show up front and center in her life.

Through the car crash that stopped her almost dead 

in her tracks..

 He began the rewiring of the energies that she was 

using to push herself into an early grave... 

And NOW... 

Here she was... Typing away at her computer... 

A little antsy.. 

a little anxious... 

What was the Sun going to ReWire in her and HOW? 

To be continued...