As she was talking to him through texts, she felt it..
The frustration.
The disappointment.
Even her eyes had rolled back several times.
But then why did she continue forth?
Why did she allow this boy more and more opportunities?
And if she was truly honest with herself, why did she give away
the answers to this youngen and then wait for him to use it to impress her?
What was she trying to prove?
And to whom?
Isn't this the very way in which her pride had always deceived her?
It definitely was indeed.
She wasn't denying it anymore.
And so today was the day where she finally chose to wake up!
It was time to see the truth that it was not her job to make boys into men.
She was not a mom or a therapist!
She was a woman.
A woman of great worth.
And so she finally decided to take the honor bestowed upon her by God.
And she chose to own it with great respect.
Because this was the life God had given her and she was truly grateful.
And she knew that as long as she respected herself exactly as
God had made her, that she would one day encounter,
the very person God had created just for her.
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