A Clear Confusion

 A totally new space... 

A completely new territory...

and 

A mindset that was head to toe absolutely fogged in...

This was the mark of a Neptune Pre-shadow that was finally 

about to hit it's true station Retrograde come June 30th!

Yet, for her, she was already entranced in this web of confusion

since March, if not even earlier.

However, because she didn't give up... 

And she didn't just continue to battle the cobwebs.. 

Instead she decided to get curious

 when she saw a glimpse of a clearing up ahead.

As she began to walk the path to the light, it kept sparking a greater 

desire within her to seek a higher understanding of her true self.

Especially when she realized that her life was on a repeat of 

despair, constant struggle, and utter disappointment...

She knew she needed and wanted to make a change. 

And since she wasn't familiar with anything different then 

what she had already been running on unconsciously, 

she knew she had to branch out and seek a higher learning. 

And this is exactly where she had surrendered and allowed 

the universe to bring in fresh opportunities and unlimited possibilities. 

No doubt, it was all hell at first because

she was so used to the old that she was completely resistant 

to anything and everything 

that wanted to leave and collapse in her

 currant life that never added up..

Because of her fear of change, she had felt as if life

 had a karmic vengeance to beat out of her...

But once she let her fists unravel and put her hands

 over her heart instead, that's when the truth was given 

the 'go ahead' from her higher self to come in and reveal itself to her.

This truth that she was so afraid of, was a real surprise to her,

once she met it because it was the real her. 

The one that enjoyed the life she was given.

Instead of always looking to external stuff to bring her joy,

She realized that the true power was in her acceptance of who 

God had made her. 

As well as putting into motion her passions and joys!

This was a super important aspect that she had been taught 

was not important in life, yet it was the secret key to a life 

that she didn't want to ever disconnect, distract, and escape from.