She found herself in another city, and as she allowed herself
to take in the experience as it was, she was realizing more and more
that it wasn't really her vibe.
She knew she was a very open and loving soul, but the energy of the city
was just too much for her.
She needed a place to refill her own energies, and in this city,
all she had was energies that surrounded her and took her
hostage to their pains.
It left her feeling like no matter how much she tried to refill,
somewhere there was a leak...
Her energy was never really able to fill up and therefore left
her depleted of her true authentic self.
Which hindered very much her ability to serve her God
ordained purpose.
So she accepted it..
Accepted the fact that it was time to move on.
Move on from the false belief that she had to keep herself fighting
energies.
And then it hit her...
The prison she had been keeping herself in this whole time.
To fight was not love.
And if she was constantly fighting herself to accept or change
people, things, and circumstances, all she was doing was
going against her own purpose here on the earth.
No one was keeping her from living the life she wanted.
It wasn't the city, the state, or the people...
It wasn't even the energy.
God had made everything flow.
There was no need to leash and control it.
She just needed to adapt and surrender into the flow
that already existed.
And allow for the outcome to surprise her instead of
trying to always control and create what she wanted it to look like.
She was afraid of the unknown and so she was always
trapped in the battle.
The battle that never existed yet she created every day because
of what she never took the time to learn or understand.
Her feelings.
And how to accept them and love them and move them
in order to create the life force energy for her to
manifest the life she would want and love.
Consequently, this revelation carried her
to that which she was going to aim and move into next...
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