Hop Scotch Lessons

 A new Revelation had fallen upon her in the midst

of her morning routines...

She realized that when she had connected to God, 

and her Heart and spoke the truth of her feelings and 

all that was going on, in, and around her in her outer world, 

that she came out of it with a new found sense of freedom

and wonder.

 And it gave her excitement and hope to move forward... 

However... 

What she never connected for herself was the false belief 

that she had hinged herself to. 

And that false belief was in how she used this hopeful 

energy which she had acquired after her prayer and meditation.

She used to take this burst of energy and use it to move external 

obligations forward. 

And then she expected the external obligations to bring her 

some kind of positive result. 

But it never did.

Instead, she was always left waiting... 

Wanting...

Expecting...

But never actually receiving. 

And so with this constant repeat of disappointment, all she 

could conclude was that life was a disappointment.

And so she gave up on herself and everyone as a result. 

It was a constant cycle that continued to repeat forever.. 

Just like that song by Lamb chop!

However, today, she was blessed with a ticket out!

When she was praying to God and asking why nothing seemed

to flow for her, 

an answer came through... 

She had been skipping a step... 

and that step was the fire energy. 

The passion. 

Her false belief was hinged to passion only being 

available when man and woman came together in a union.

But it only just occurred to her yesterday that 

before a man and woman can truly come together in a perfect union,

they must first bring the union of their own

masculine and feminine energies together 

in themselves. 

And there it was... 

She never connected herself to her masculine passion energies!

Even though she always had the connection to her 

feminine energies... 

She was always trying to move them out to others before 

actually fulfilling herself through her own inner passions.

The ones that were in her identity. 

In who God had made her. 

And this was her true lesson here on earth. 

To first love herself, before giving it out to others.