The Lies that Bind...

 You Lied...

She awoke once again with this song playing in the back 

of her mind... 

It was a Hungarian song that was all about

how one falls in love with external things

and gives away their inner truths for it

believing that it will bring love and happiness to them.

As she was sleeping

A voice also spoke in with the word, 'Lot".

And all she could think of when she heard Lot, was how

his wife had turned into a pillar of salt 

because she looked back to all that got destroyed

by God. 

But somehow, that story made her uncomfortable inside.

And she felt an injustice in it..

Maybe it was just how she had perceived it because of 

her own life experiences...

And so she decided to talk it out with God. 

She asked God... 

How come she was running behind Lot and not hand in hand?

Why did Lot leave her to follow him as if he were God?

It's almost as if he had pride and that is why he had lost 

everything... 

Including his own wife, which was necessary to behold

in this life in order to reproduce. 

And then she realized what God was showing her...

She had created a lie to herself... 

That in order to love God, 

she had to leave her feminine essence, 

her soul, 

running behind her masculine earthy self

all in the name of 

being right and saved. 

Lot may have thought he was the most obedient of God,

but if that were true, 

he never would have been tested by the devil.

He never would have lost anything.

 

Lot had believed the lie that God was out there.

And he allowed everything dear to him to be 

turned into a pillar of salt

because of his False Belief.

Boy, when God spoke, He really made perfect sense!

She never had to question it.  

And now.. 

this truth needed to be integrated into her present moment existence.

She Understood very well that

 The Masculine energy and feminine energy

were only able to be perceived as separate entities back in the days.

And so with only that knowing back when she was 

younger, she had chosen to believe in the same lie! 

And she made that Lie her truth... 

But it was really NOT! 

It was the false belief that needed to be 

weeded out! 

The real truth to finally be put into it's place was 

the truth that in order for a person to be fully connected to God, 

They needed to first acknowledge that they had 

the feminine and masculine energy already existent within them.

However... 

If one should chose to believe that only the masculine energy

was in charge of leading a life in God, 

then, just as Lot had lost everything in his pursuits,

so would he.

She learned now that it took both the masculine part of her,

which was the body and mind that God had bestowed upon her, 

Plus the Feminine part of her, which was who she truly was,

 her gifts, talents, joys, 

and how she truly felt in the body she was given. 

And those two parts had to become one.

They had to have a connection, a relationship, 

and they needed to hold hands in everything they did in the

outside world. 

If it didn't come from the loving union

between the two energies within her, 

then it wasn't producing anything loving outside of her either.

And that is how Lot found himself empty handed in the end.

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So then tonight, was going to be the night were she was going to 

finally put this false belief to rest back in the underworld

where it belonged.  

And she thanked the Sagittarius Full Moon

 and God and the Universe

for this wonderful revelation it had brought to her...