Playing Hide & Please, But with who?

 Today was the day Jupiter in Taurus was going to conjunct 

the North Node in Taurus... 

This was a day with some really good luck stirring, if one 

should pounce on the opportunities... 

Her north node was in her relationship to herself. 

How she honored her truth. 

How she respected herself.

How she chose to present her truth to all those she encountered.

Her Taurus house had her Chiron in it.. 

Her Wound. 

The damage that she took personally, not knowing it was never 

about her. 

"It's not your fault."

The hardest thing for her was to finally see where she had been holding onto 

this false idea that everything was her fault

 and that it was all her job to "fix it".

For her, there really was nothing to fix. 

She just needed to love herself for who she was created to be.

To get to know herself as she was and accept herself for that.

She didn't need the approval of others. 

And if she said something that was true for her yet it offended others,

 it was not her job to fix it by observing their emotions and changing herself 

and her truth to make them happy. 

This is where she had wore sunglasses at night,

 in order to mask her own truth

so she wouldn't hurt others... 

Yet what she didn't realize is that she was hurting herself instead.

It was self mutilation... 

Self destruction.

And this was indeed the wish and expectation of the one and only

Anti-Christ. 

It was time for her to take off her sunglasses...  

She was never really fooling anyone but herself. 

And she was now finished with the lies. 

She knew she was a very smart and unique individual. 

And she was ready to finally allow herself to be real.