The New Moon in Gemini had just opened up
fresh new fertile soil for her to plant her seeds...
With The Sun moving into Cancer on the 21st,
she was ready to make a new life sprout for her.
One of the things she had learned over this grand
course of time though, was that what she wanted was
already planted deep within her core.
And all she had to do was believe in it and
tend to it daily so that it could grow and produce
fruit naturally!
However, one of the lessons she was here to grow
through...
Was indeed the fact that she wasn't here to tend to other
people's gardens, but instead her own.
To try to get fruit from another person's garden,
was a loss of power on her part.
Especially if their garden lacked love.
But this is where she would fool herself.
This is where her pride had kicked in.
Thinking and believing that it was up to her
to help people with their gardens just so
she could eat the fruits thereof.
And why?
Why was she so starved and willing to starve
all the while waiting for other's to want to
tend to their own gardens just so she could eat?
Was this not a self inflicted pain?
A self inflicted torture?
A self sacrifice?
Just because she was standing by a person who
wasn't caring about themselves, and their gardens,
didn't make her any better then them.
Instead, she was just like them, if not worse,
because her reason for helping them tend
to their own garden was not only neglecting her own,
but also the fact that she had an ulterior motive
to live off of their fruits was already deceptive enough!
And this was her Saturn in Pisces Revelation.
It wasn't so much that fairytales didn't exist...
It was the Reality of the fairytale that she was to
Learn, Understand, and Implement...
The Reality that The fairytale for everyone
was unique to them all individually...
However, it was up to each one of them to make
their fairytales a reality by first accepting it as
very real to them.
Then tending to it with the desires of their heart.
And never giving up on it, but instead allowing it
to carry them forward year after year, always
bearing the right amount of fruits..
Different fruits for different seasons...
But always exactly as they needed...
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