Prisoner to the Mother-Ship...

 It was a Magical day that began with what she thought 

was pretty dang Horrible... 

She was trying to go about her usual morning routine, 

when all of a sudden she received a message asking her 

to send over a document which she didn't seem to possess.

Even though she tried hard to not worry about it, 

there was an energy of urgency pressing behind it.

She questioned herself... 

What was this pressing urgency?

She really wasn't in a hurry to get anywhere.

She had just gotten home from a 13 day spiritual retreat, and 

really wasn't even ready to begin a job, let alone 

push herself to run around for someone else's amusement.

Yet something in her couldn't let her just 'BE'.

To just rest.

She realized that this urgency monster, was the same monster

that had pushed her into her last accident... 

And she had to really take heed this time. 

Because she had already lost everything with the last mistake.

And so this time... 

She was aware... 

This time, she was going to really watch what was coming up in her.

If something felt off... 

She was going to just sit it out.

Because she began to realize that the only thing that really did 

matter to her, was God and herself. 

No One or Nothing else. 

And this is exactly what was about to go down this week. 

Especially with the heightened energies that were already 

on the rise with the 777 portal in tact. 

As she sat in her center... 

She began to realize who she truly was. 

Who she had come here to be. 

And she was finally able to see where she had always

disconnected from her truth. 

It was in her misunderstanding of the role of

the earthly mother and father

versus 

the role of the Eternal Mother and Father.

There was always a need for connection 

to both. 

However, it was never to become a battle.

And this is the force she had learned was involved

always here on this planet that kept everyone divided.

Including her own soul's evolution. 

But somehow, 

She was going to figure it out for herself, because that is 

what she was here to do...

And that gave her a reason to keep going.