Pulling a Past

 She was about to cross the street, and suddenly saw a crow fly

over her head. 

Crows always caught her attention, 

because she looked to them as messengers.

And just as she began to cross the road, a black car

pulled up and the guy hollered at her out the window.

She got stirred but went over to the car to hear better

what he was trying to say. 

He asked her if she was okay or needed help. 

She never knew what to say to people because she was dragging a 

heavy suitcase in one hand and carrying an

extremely heavy back pack on her back. 

So she just burst out the truth and waited 

to see how it landed. 

The guy immediately started out saying that he had 

saw her coming out of a laundry place and he 

had felt bad for taking a room from her. 

And that he didn't mean to but he needed it

more then she did. 

She didn't know what to say to that because it hit her hard. 

Earlier in the day, 

she had lost a room she was hoping to get, 

and then remembered cursing the people for lying to her.

Tears just welled up in her eyes... 

And she told the man, she didn't mean to be so emotional. 

Then he mentioned something about trust being important

and that he wasn't going to bite her. 

All of these words,

just seemed to really come at her like a message. 

And she remembered the crow... 

Immediately, her eyes got latched onto the tattoo

on his arm.. 

He was pointing out a rose tattoo on one arm, 

but she was more intrigued by the Scorpion 

on the other one.

She asked him.. 

Are you a Scorpio? 

To which he replied yes. 

But it really wasn't him that got her intrigued.. 

It was more the universe that talked through him. 

As she began to put it all together.

The South node had just left Scorpio last month in July.

The Scorpio south node was all about the false beliefs

that people held onto that didn't align with their soul's truths.

And that is where she realized that she had made a huge mistake. 

By allowing her mind to be upset over

a loss, instead of trusting the universe, 

was causing her to tarnish all of her positive life force energy 

to attract anything positive. 

So the choice was hers. 

Either she could apologize for not trusting the

outcome, and ask for forgiveness in cursing it instead. 

or

She could continue to swirl around in all the negative

energy she was using to look down on her luck as 

well as the world around her. 

Her focus came back to her present moment

and she thanked the man for offering his help.

And continued on her way.