Full Moon Sacrifices Surface

He left that morning, with the words,

"I Love you too,"

dripping from his lips...

She wished him a joyous day, 

then headed to shower so she could

get ready for work.

When she came out of the shower,

He was gone as she had expected.

However, she had expected to see his stuff though

against the wall where he had kept them.

However, to her surprise, 

all of his stuff was gone too. 

She felt something drop into her stomach...

She figured it was her heart...

Because she felt like it had unplugged 

and stopped beating. 

She realized there could be many logical reasons

why he took all his stuff.. 

and so she decided to not let it get the best of her.

Instead, she did the most common next approach.

She shot him a text. 

Usually he would respond as soon as he got it

But he wasn't opening the messages.

Many ideas ran across her mind..

Was he hurt?

Was he in trouble?

Was he just talking to someone else?

Maybe he was riding his bike

and couldn't get to the phone. 

So she allowed herself time before concluding 

anything.

Right as she was halfway to work, 

she checked her phone again.

He was online, but still not reading her message.

This really began to bother her. 

So she calls him.

He doesn't pick up.

This game played out all day.. 

Come night time, she was ready to put it to rest.

She messaged his family and found out

that he was fine. 

That he was responding to them all day. 

And so she sent him one last text. 

It read;

"Good bye"

And this time, 

she really meant it. 

She had finally learned what she wanted.

And this was definitely not it.

And so during the Second

Pisces Full Moon...

She sent him out of her mind,

 out of her heart,

 out of her soul 

and finally completely 

out of her LIFE.

It was time to start a new life. 

A life with Love.

And that could only happen when she 

loved herself more then 

anyone else. 

She learned that by trying to help others and save others...

She really wasn't loving herself.

And so it was time to rewire her mindset.

She came first.

Her love for herself.

And if she was going to love herself, 

she definitely didn't have time for an unavailable infant.