Friday, September 29, 2023

Slow Rise Above

 The Aries Full Moon was already in play

and even though she was expecting an explosion 

of some sort, 

nothing seemed to 

be granting the expectation. 

Unless... 

Maybe it was something internal. 

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She awoke that morning to a message 

from her sister. 

It was a sweet gentle message of love. 

And she was very surprised to receive it. 

However, her sister mentioned 

wanting to chat later and so she responded with 

acceptance. 

Later that afternoon, 

she began to feel a pull... 

She was getting ready to go out and run some 

errands when something seemed to be weighing 

down on her...

Could it be the agreement she attached herself to?

She wondered... 

Maybe this is how she entangled herself

all the time?

Without even knowing it. 

She observed the opposition in it. 

For one... 

Her sister wanted to chat with her. 

Maybe she was attaching too much significance 

to being wanted for conversation. 

And for two...

Her sister not responding back all day,

caused her anxiety about being worthy 

because clearly she was not a priority.

However, she saw this as a growth opportunity!

The story she was telling herself

is what was entangling her to a false expectation.

The truth about her worth was never tied to 

whether or not people prioritized her. 

It was not tied to whether or not people even 

talked to her. 

Her worth was in God and who he made her.

As well as in what she did with that. 

How she chose to enjoy the life that was 

bestowed upon her. 

And so during this Aries Full Moon, 

She felt herself level up. 

Not explode. 

And she was grateful. 

Very grateful. 


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