She wanted to release all her resentments.
And she was going to do it here...
Right here..
Right Now!
She resented leaving her room in Virginia.
She had a job lined up and she feared becoming
homeless,
so she made herself homeless by leaving.
She resented getting back together with a guy
who never loved her,
and kept leaving her hanging all
because of his addiction to fear.
She resented going out with a guy fearfully,
only to deceive herself in the end by having
a guy who wasn't even an option chime in
on her phone right as she was with the guy who
could have been an option.
She resented leaving her room that was near a beautiful
park and stores.
And she resented losing so many cars to
all these immature guys who didn't
even have a car, or their own place.
She resented losing a job as a manager to
please a guy who didn't even like her.
As well as giving up her studio
apartment all because he was the man and he wanted
her to be beneath him.
Why did she ever allow herself to believe such
Bull?
Why did she always do this?
And then it hit her.
She was trying to please society standards.
The old stories of Adam and Eve.
She realized that she had fallen prey to
the idea of pleasing an external god, Known as authority,
rather than
the true Internal God,
Known as sovereign authority.
And so it was time.
Time to release all the resentments
that had been tied to this external authority false belief.
During this Mars Uranus Algol conjunction,
She was going to set her intention once and for all.
To hop on the back of the Glorious Pegasus
that was coming around
in order to Begin Again!
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