It was 11:44pm mid-week...
She had just gotten home from a night out,
like all other nights.
A night out for her was a night where she
knew she wasn't wanted in the house where she
was crashing.
She was indeed grateful to the family that gave
her space on the couch in the corner of the dining room.
Yet, she always felt the nudge of time.
Saturn was really amping up the call for her to really
push forward into her own manifestations.
Could she do it though?
And who would she become?
She already felt her old self slipping away
rather rapidly...
There was definitely not much left to grab on to.
Let alone anything even worth holding onto.
She knew she was letting it all slip through her
fingers, cuz she really didn't feel motivated to save
anything from her previous life's existence.
Everything from her past made her stomach turn.
Not like the world, but rather in knots.
Like the ocean right before a tsunami.
She was ready for something new.
Something real.
Something like...
Something like the truth of who God had made her.
But who was that?
Would she ever know?
And would she ever let others see it again?
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