Lookie Loki

 With Pluto gone back into Aquarius, 

it was time for her to be honest with the light that she was shining,

 or the lack there of.

She knew she wasn't shining any light. 

It was quite obvious actually. 

In fact, she knew very well that she was going backwards. 

But just how far back was she really willing to go? 

She saw that she was already back in the game 

with her job world. 

She had managed to achieve cashier status once again. 

Yet, this time, they were treating her as if she was the child. 

Teens were her supervisors, and the real boss man himself 

was telling her not to be polite and just follow the rules. 

She didn't understand how "the rules"

consisted of not being polite. 

She began to wonder what kind of world she had entered into?

And then she saw it... 

It was her own mind set. 

She had entered into an old memory stuck deep 

within her subconscious mind. 

The healing that needed to be done had already begun.

No wonder she was always getting bit up 

at night when she didn't want to

 "DEAL with it.". 

In order for her to level it all up, 

she had to first acknowledge all that wasn't right. 

And then she needed to speak up. 

But this is where she had the biggest problem. 

Speaking up. 

But Why?

Well, because if the Boss, was in control... 

Then what she wanted didn't matter, right?

This is exactly how she had been raised. 

Who ever was in control, had the upper hand. 

And she was just the little slave. 

The minion. 

The puppet. 

But then... 

Why was she getting bit up at night?

What was the message trying to come through?

She knew that all her life growing up, 

people would always tell her to do things 

a certain way. 

And even though she had already been doing things 

in a way that came naturally to her, 

people would always come in and tell her

to change it because they were older and knew better. 

And because at the time she was young, 

she knew she had to listen to them because she didn't

want to get in trouble and be embarrassed by them.  

However, she always knew that deep inside,

she never truly believed in their ways. 

So of course, 

here she was in her now moment and she had come 

to the realization that she was still allowing 

her mind to believe that other people were superior 

to her. 

Just because they were called Supervisors, or bosses, 

it was actually up to her to allow them 

power over her. 

And she also realized that if she allowed the fear 

of being fired to stand in the way of her 

doing things as she felt it to be right, 

then it was all on her when the bugs came at night to 

eat away at the negative energy that she 

was choosing to harbor. 

It was now time she leveled up this energetic 

false light. 

Trying to shine a good employee marquee

 by going against her own  morals

was definitely not going to cut it in the new world.

And Pluto had come in twice now to warn her

of her own self trickery.

It was time now to make the right choice. 

Not for them. 

But for herself.