Double Trouble

With so much energy streaming in from 

the universe above, 

She couldn't help but wonder if she was even

finished processing the older stuff. 

And just what exactly was she to do with all 

this new and wonderful information 

that she already had in side her. 

Maybe this is where she wasn't adding two and two

together. 

Maybe she wasn't even supposed to add it. 

Maybe she was supposed to multiply it?

Or divide it? 

Well whatever she chose, 

she really needed to choose at least one and go with it. 

She felt as though she was lagging behind. 

Somehow she was so deaf to the Lord's wishes. 

 And perhaps that's why she kept losing 

more and more stuff. 

Stuff.. 

She felt the weight of that the other day. 

As she was walking with her back pack, 

the damn thing felt like she was carrying a ton 

of bricks. 

So she went and emptied as much as possible

of all the items 

that she really didn't need in the now 

moments. 

However, as soon as she took out most of the 

contents in her bag, 

as she went to put it back on, 

it felt even heavier... 

What in the World!?!?

She was getting so furious!

There was not much more she could take out!!!

What was it that was weighing her down

so much!?!?

Then this morning, 

as she was about to go take a shower and do 

her laundry, she stopped real quick at the 

McDonald's  to go pee... 

After finishing, she ran to catch her bus!

While running to the bus stop, she saw three shadows 

fly in front of her on the ground... 

As she looked up she saw the three crows who 

sent them.. 

She thought to herself,

 "oh great! Deception is afoot!"

So she called in Holy Spirit for protection

 then went ahead and 

 hopped on the bus. 

As soon as the bus took off, something 

prompted her to take out her phone. 

The one she kept her music on. 

As she dug through her back pack, 

she almost began to panic... 

Almost...

Her phone! 

It wasn't anywhere in her bag.

She must have left it in the bathroom!

She immediately pulled the bus handle... 

"Stop Requested" chimed in her ears and echoed 

throughout the empty bus.. 

The bus immediately yielded to a stop, 

and she got off.

She walked all the way back to McDonald's 

and realized her phone wasn't where she had left it. 

She went up to the counter and asked the cashier,

"Did anyone turn in a cell phone?" 

The cashier looked at her as if she was speaking 

some form of alien language.

She repeated the question, this time miming 

a cell phone... 

The girl finally got it and shook her head no. 

As she walked out of the restaurant, sans phone... 

she mumbled to herself,

"There goes my deception". 

As she walked back to the bus stop, 

she talked it all 

over with Holy Spirit. 

Holy Spirit reminded her about the past couple of days. 

He said to her, 

"Remember how much you complained about

the weight you were carrying and why you had to 

have two phones that were so heavy. 

You told me, "why can't everything be on one phone"?

I know you had a hard time deciding 

what to do, because you asked me to help. 

So I helped you.

Use your innovative mind to create what you 

truly need on one phone. 

It's possible. 

Trust me. "

So she listened.. 

And she realized that he was very right indeed. 

And her back pack was no longer heavy. 

The burden of not making a choice 

and only believing in one way, 

was allowing her energy every day to creep out 

through her anger and frustrations. 

So Holy Spirit, along with Neptune and Saturn,

removed the illusion 

of 'no other way'

completely

out of her Mercury mind. 

Allowing her to finally feel the weight lifted 

off her shoulders!

However, 

later in the day, 

it came to her mind...

Could the weight of the phone being so heavy

actually be because she 

never processed her anger and frustration 

over her Plutonic Ex accusing her of a lie

that she only had two phones because she was 

a cheater?

But then she remembered, 

he was the one with a thousand different profiles

all over the internet. 

So she knew, he was just trying to cover

her with his own self created guilt.