"I create Magic through your eyes."
Those words came in through her eyes...
Ran through her mind and down into her core.
The fact that she read it online,
on her Plutonic Ex's page,
isn't what scared her.
Because it was she who knew
that she was always
the I of the Eye..
I create Magic...
She knew she did.
And the fact that her eyes were always
roaming into territory
where they need not be...
Is what kept her in a loop.
She was onto it.
Being a Monadic Twin Flame wasn't easy.
Especially when her main energies
were all up against
each other.
But for now, she came back into her body
and decided what she was going to do next with
the message she had received earlier
that day from
her Plutonic Ex.
It read;
"How's being a homeless in 2025? "
She wasn't going to lie anymore,
and admitted to herself that when she saw
his name in her inbox,
her heart skipped a beat.
She caught her breath and slowed her roll.
As she read the message though,
she felt her chest tighten and sink.
Her defenses immediately got ready
to tackle the message
with a quick response.
But she stopped herself.
She said, no...
We are going to talk to Holy Spirit first.
And when she did,
her truth came out.
He never said Hello.
And to her,
A Hello meant a green light to respond
because it signaled kindness and generosity.
And it gave her the green light to respond
with who she was,
Love
rather than who she was not,
Rage and Validation.
She wondered though,
did he mean to not say hello?
Or did he just not know?
But that answer was not her business to know.
She had learned finally
that what was her business is what was
presented to her in her now moments.
And he had presented to her
a question laced with nothing but trouble.
She wasn't falling for it this time.
Too many times he had fooled her into
spilling her guts,
only to be
left,
ignored,
rejected,
and
abandoned.
And as sad as it was to finally accept it
that he would never change,
she had to choose herself.
Her love for herself.
Rather than to love another.
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