She rarely ever gets a cold, because ever since
she began her spiritual reconnection journey, she was
always able to catch it coming in and stopped it dead
in it's tracks.
That's why during the Sun conjunct Jupiter, when
she felt a scratch in her throat,
she knew it was time to slow down and ask her body
what was up...
She knew that the throat represented Taurus territory
in her body and for her that was all tied to her
values and security in who she was.
As well as her self esteem through using her voice
to set boundaries.
And as she went over her previous days' experiences,
a few things stood out.
There was a repeat pattern of being disrespected,
Not only by others as a reflection,
but by herself to her self.
She felt her body speak such hurt and pain to her.
How she continued to ignore their cries and pleads for love.
This time,
She finally decided to listen.
After years and decades of turning her back on them,
she finally decided to turn back.
It was time to let go of all that she had learned
and chose to believe.
They weren't her beliefs.
And she knew it hurt her to continue to carry them
with her.
Life was becoming way too heavy.
She was losing all her strength trying to carry the load
everywhere she would run.
It was time to drop the bag.
Let go of the heavy weight.
and release all that was never hers
To carry.
To fix.
To heal.
It was time to Become the healer.
The light.
The inspiration through her joys.
No one was going to make her give it up this time.
Because she had finally learned that no one was
more important then who God had made her.
And all she had to do to show gratitude
for being given a chance on earth
was to be herself.
Her Authentic Self.
And so during the New Moon in Cancer the day
after the Sun Conjunct Jupiter,
She planted a new seed to go back to being
who she came here to be and only do
those things which she truly enjoyed.
And when she woke up the day after the new moon,
her sore throat was gone!
Just like that.
Magic?
Or
Was it the true art of
Living?
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