The Labyrinth Reality

 She felt as though she was spiraling through 

a time warp.

Her mind was so muddled.

Foggy...

Cloudy even... 

She couldn't really think straight at all

 but at the same time, 

she was also seeing a whole lot of signs!

Signs from mother nature. 

Warning her to be cautious. 

To ground. 

To guard her feminine energy. 

There was a battle up ahead!

And she had to be truly prepared. 

It was a time for her to slow down and gather

as much energy as possible. 

It definitely didn't help that she was always

saying yes to a bunch of No Body's

Some body.

It was time for her to stop. 

Just stop. 

The last two dates she had went on really drained her.

And she definitely wasn't going to fall 

for it again!

But what made her say 'yes' to them in the first place?

The offer of free stuff? 

She came to realize all too soon, that nothing was 

ever free. 

Things were shared when there was a commitment, 

but without a commitment, there was only

give and take. 

And the give and take was done by only 

one side. 

The energy vampire's side. 

To which she had fallen prey to just the other day.

She wished he would have come in 

like a wrecking ball so that at least she 

could have been aware of it. 

But no.. 

He came in with love... 

A Love Bomb!

She should have known better. 

She was learning all about it for almost 2 years!

But learning and applying were actually 

two totally different experiences. 

One was a mind experience, 

whereas the other was an all body, 

feelings, and e-motions

 experience and application.

E-Motions...

Energy in Motion... 

The choices one would make based on the feeling 

of what is being exchanged energetically. 

This is where she began to realize 

exactly why feelings were so important. 

Feelings were not something sissy. 

They were her compass. 

They were her guide, her protection. 

Feelings let her know when to call in Holy Spirit.

Feelings also let her know when to draw 

a boundary line 

 in order to protect her true value and internal assets. 

The power of her true authentic self as well as

her life force energy.. 

It was time to stop falling downward into the 

deep dark bottomless pit, known as 

the Abyss. 

And it was time to finally make a conscious choice

and go in the other direction. 

Otherwise, 

she would suffer once again the consequence

of meeting Death head on! 

She knew her plea for a second chance was

definitely not going to fly with death

  the third time around. 

She wasn't even going to try.