No More Fears

 While spiraling through the Eclipse portal, 

something huge was happening within her. 

Her mind seemed to have gone on strike or something

because she could no longer make her YouTube videos.

They held no joy for her. 

She realized that these videos she used to make

was all for them.

The people.

Her viewers.

Yet, she was getting nothing out of it. 

It was a drain unto her own life force energy. 

She began the videos way back before moving to Virginia. 

However, the more she kept playing around 

with video making, the more she realized she was

only playing with fire. 

It was all Ego based. 

She was bragging and boasting all that she knew, 

just like Orion did with his strength. 

And she too had taken a hit by a scorpion.

Only for her, it was inside her, not on her ankle. 

She kept creating internal growth 

rather than external creation. 

And so now, she realized that it was time to move it out,

rather than keep it all in. 

No more talking about what she knew. 

It was time to use it to create life outside her. 

And so with the light of the Full Moon in Pisces coming

September 7th, 

She was going to release all that hid deep within her,  

and just finally be who she really came here to be.