It was the day of the Libra New Moon,
and she was rolling down a hill in her dump truck.
Once again, she had completely left her
Venus back in the woods and was
running amuck with some pretty valid ideas,
yet, it wasn't bringing her one bit of joy at all.
Instead, it was for sure dragging in a whole
lot of anger and frustration.
Why though?
Was her expectation of an outcome way off?
Or was she guilty of putting an external expectation
on it rather then allowing a connection
to be felt internally?
Perhaps that was it!
Because all the anger and frustration seemed to be
coming from not receiving an external
approval of some sort.
But internally she was feeling quite at ease.
Then she saw it!
Her Nessus Retrograde in Cancer.
The internal Betrayal!
Her internal desire to connect with Venus was
tripped up with an external demand.
The wires had been crossed!
No wonder she kept ruining her own stuff.
Her own life
Every single time!
This morning when she awoke, she had a vision
before her of all the great apartments
and houses and rooms she used to rent.
She would create them into magical places to be.
And then she would destroy them
with her own bare hands.
There was an internal battle going on here.
Cause she knew very well that no one was forcing her
to end everything as soon as they got
Great!
However, the internal cross wires were finally
beginning to smoke and catch fire
and so she knew she needed to deactivate them!
And soon!
Or else, everything would surly burn down
and leave only bone and ashes....
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