As she approached the bench outside the library,
Known as the old hangout spot.
There she found Mikey.
He was talking with the preachy cheating
loudmouth masculine lady.
The one that she had encountered the other day
whom tried to preach God to her.
That wasn't going to happen.
She knew that much.
No one was ever going to preach God to her.
She was completely in sync with Holy Spirit now
and no one was going to change that ever again.
So, she shut that sh*t down as soon as it even
tried to ignite.
But here she was, at the old bench again,
and there Preachy lady was talking to her old pal, Mikey.
As she sat down next to Mike, she was on standby
and just watched the conversation between the
two of them get heated.
Preacher lady began yelling louder and louder...
Mikey's foot was moving rapidly back and forth,
trying to hold all his own rage in.
Unfortunately, little miss preachy witch got a
little too close for comfort and Mikey shot up from
off the bench and began to walk off.
Preachy witch kept going at it and paid no mind
to the exit message Mikey was trying to impose, and so
me, the third wheel, leapt off the bench too and
went to Mikey's side.
"Let's get a beer and leave this 3rd degree lecturer".
Mikey was cool with it and the witch on the bench
couldn't believe it.
She shouted back to Mike,
"I was talking to you and you just gonna leave me
for her?"
Mikey replied happily, "Yep!"
Later that night, the witch was gone and she decided
to tell Mikey the truth.
"Your little witch friend gave her phone number to my
beer daddy the other day."
"Hope they live happily ever after," he replied mid laughter!
As they were both having a chuckle, in chimed a message.
Her Plutonic Ex was once again flying off the bender.
With His insecurity leading him, he sends her a message of
something really profane and derogatory.
She immediately blocks him!
Just like that.
Only this time, it came from an internal power.
No more was she going to take upon herself other peoples'
brokenness.
If their unhealed issues cause her harm,
she was not going to allow them access to her anymore.
They didn't deserve her sweet loving kindness and generosity.
Daddy was no longer in charge of her.
She didn't have to love her abusers anymore.
She could finally go back to the true love she
came here with and not have to lie and cheat herself
out of attracting with it.
And her Plutonic ex, was just an old attraction
of daddy's abusive ways all because he was
broken and never learned to process his emotions.
This is exactly where
Chiron conjunct Eris
was finally
revealing to her what it had taken on when she was younger.
It was now high time to allow it to heal
and become her true power.
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