It All Ends Here

 A fresh new start was just on the Horizon...

But where was she?

For her, 

Capricorn stood vertically

 and if she wasn't aligned,

 then everything horizontal didn't work either.

But what exactly needed to be aligned?

She was beginning to realize that the more she 

was listening to external spirits,

the further she drifted away from anything 

actually working for her. 

The more she wanted to do what was right, 

the more wrong things began to pop up. 

Something was off. 

Way off. 

The Capricorn New Moon was going to be at 28 degrees.

The same 28 degrees that in her chart was connected to 

Lilith in Pisces 

and

Diana in Scorpio.

And of course, 

the main player in the whole game

was her Mars in Cancer 

believing that little lilith (o) in 

cancer but 5th house was the right way to go. 

This teeny tiny energy glitch was stirring up 

so much turmoil in her life these days, 

that she really needed some major help 

from Holy Spirit in order to straighten it out. 

But how exactly was it all going to rework itself?

That was the million dollar question for her. 

Today already, she had broken down into tears twice. 

And yesterday all day was just a waterfall and tsunami

type of day as well.

Most people would call it depression. 

Or Bipolar. 

But she knew very well that it was all the stuff she was 

cramming down and they wanted out.

So she let it. 

However, something needed fixing.

Something needed building.

Something had to be done.

Because in order for her to stop shoving feelings 

down and getting all clogged up... 

She needed to have a system in play. 

But how?

How was she to even know what was needed when 

she grew up using what she already had in place..

The depression suppression mechanism. 

She was hoping the New Moon in Capricorn would

 some how,

some way,

reveal to her a new technique. 

One that would allow her to finally flow. 

Cuz she was beyond stuck now. 

She was at the end of her rope.