New and Re-Invent it

 It was January 2026 and every time she saw 

an astrological post, 

it kept repeating the same thing. 

To go back over the course of events that occurred 

back in January of 2022.

So she finally gave in and went back in time. 

(click the link below to go back to my blog that started it all)

https://isthisforreaoristhisjustaride.blogspot.com/2022/01/a-nightmare-fairy-tale.html

After reading over the main event of that year, 

She finally saw it! 

The shadow lurking between the real her versus who 

she had transformed into because of this fake entity claiming

to be her heart. 

She realized now, 

that if she was back in that old scenario, 

rather than staying outside her body

after being shocked and startled,

 Then joining forces with the dark knight, 

she would have come back into her body 

and rejoined forces with Holy Spirit. 

And from there she would process her surprised emotions

and all the confusions along with them... 

And then she would have communicated her truths to 

the scared little boy before her 

so that he could have made his own choices as well. 

However, because she did no such thing back then, 

Sh*t went down as it always did. 

And to this very day, 

that dark knight still comes around and tries to test her.

And each time, she gets triggered and fights back.

Rather then just speak her truth, 

she always hisses and then runs away. 

So this year... 

2026...

Will be her year to finally stop hissing. 

Stop running...

And stop trying to control everything from happening. 

Life never worked that way.

It was a fearful driving force that kept leading her into 

dead ends and destructions. 

What she really needed to practice and learn more of this year

was how to speak her truth in a feminine way. 

Connected to her true heart. 

She had finally learned that her Aries Ascendant was governed 

by Mars... 

Yet, her heart was tied to her Mars in Cancer and Venus in Pisces.

The two of them couldn't move anything forward

because her Mars in Aries was running always with an 

external spirit and latching on to external people 

for validation and acceptance. 

But this is where she had an entity squished in between...

Latching to that light she would shine that was never 

really hers. 

This is why her Plutonic Ex would call her 

A Fake. 

A Cheater.

and

A Liar. 

Because she wasn't true to herself, 

yet couldn't see it for the life of her....

Until Now.

However, 

Will she be able to do it? 

 To be real this time?