As Most Days goes

April 1st, 2026... 

Was the day of the Libra Full Moon 

as it was also the day

the doors to the School of Life closed for 

Spring and Summer Vacation. 

She only panicked for about a day or two, 

but then things began to unravel for her rather quickly. 

It all began when she slipped and allowed for 

the Guatemalan boy to re-enter her life. 

It happened ever so quickly, that it seemed as though there was 

some sort of game afoot... 

 With the Libra Full Moon energy in play, 

she knew exactly what she was playing with too. 

Her glitch in relating. 

She knew that if she had blocked him already, 

not even just once, but several times actually within 

the course of their dating escapades, 

then there must have been a rewired truth within 

that was operating subconsciously 

completely against her. 

And so it came to revelation once and for all

the demon within her... 

Operating ever so slyly behind the scenes. 

She knew her picker was broken,

 but she never thought 

she would replace her disappointments and indifference

to her feelings

with the very demon that lived off her 

fear of relating. 

Fear of being unheard. 

Fear of being abandoned. 

Fear of being Insignificant, weak, and Powerless.

So when he showed back up in her life, 

just like clockwork,

she was back to her head over heels

"in Lust"

again.

Which ran for about three days after they had left 

the school of life. 

He had left and went to a town 4 cities over

and immediately landed a job and a room for rent. 

Whereas she had left and went to a town she adored. 

Everything was as she loved from inside out. 

Over the course of three days, 

he would text her about all his success and fortunes.

Meanwhile she would mention to him all 

her struggles and desires for help. 

He ignored every plea of hers 

and only centered on himself. 

Waiting and wanting her applause 

and validations which she gave but felt as though

the balance was completely off. 

He wasn't hearing a word she said. 

And when she needed him, 

He was nowhere to be found. 

Then, 

if all that wasn't enough stress for her, 

he would check in with her demanding to 

know who she was with and where she was sleeping. 

Yet, when she told him her truth, 

his only reply always was, 

"I Don't Believe You."

So the day had come when he had his day off, 

and he wrote to her, 

"I want to see you."

Asmodeus sent his raunchy vibes through her veins. 

She got excited. 

She remembered the bitter sweet kisses... 

And she couldn't wait to jump on the chance at 

another revenge session 

to prove she was still something wanted. 

But then she stopped herself. 

She took her spirit, and reconnected it to holy spirit.

Holy Spirit told her that in order to 

win against Asmodeus, 

all she had to do was 

Listen to her true hearts values, joys, wishes and desires,

and act on them.

And that if this boy wasn't matching her true vibe, 

then he wasn't worth her time or energy. 

And so she finally listened. 

She was able to cut the cord 

once and for all 

from all of the false beliefs

that kept her spinning webs of self deceit

for a very very long time.