Zap Attack

As Uranus made his way back into Gemini

for the remainder of his journey forward, 

she too was going forward into 

not uncharted territories, 

but rather a new way of living through the old 

charted ones. 

She realized that she had gotten to the bottom of the Abyss 

now and there was no way else left to go. 

So as she began swirling upward toward a new world,

she realized that her Gemini mind liked to have a 

security net. 

However, this security net 

didn't consist of love... 

Because love was connected to her feelings and her 

body's communications with her through Holy Spirit. 

 Yet, she realized that there was still a disconnect 

in play, because her security net was built on old

perceptions that her Mercury mind meshed together.

However, 

a lot of her perceptions were actually other people's experiences

and not really connected to her own internal truths. 

 And so, With Uranus in Gemini, 

all the disconnects of the faulty perceptions

 were now getting zapped. 

One by one,

 they each were coming up 

in her external interactions as she tried to move forward

 in her goals. 

One of her biggest goals was reconnecting with her 

true authentic self as well as maintain truth 

with all those whom she came across in life. 

She found that she was actually really rusty at relating. 

She would snap so quickly at external issues, 

yet, she never actually brought them in to 

work them out first. 

She was still quick draw McGraw.

She still didn't know the first thing about communicating. 

It seemed that every time she did try though, 

it was always the external person who didn't 

seem to understand what she was saying. 

Was she speaking a foreign language? 

Was her way of communicating so far off that 

no one could ever get her? 

What language was she even speaking then? 

Or perhaps!

The way she was wording what she really meant, 

was not understandable by the external person 

who was putting it together. 

This happened with her new boyfriend a lot!

When they were together, 

everything just flowed. 

Even when they would misread each others ques, 

they were able to physically solve it almost 

instantly. 

However, 

when it came to verbal communications, 

everything was a ticking time bomb 

just waiting to go off. 

Every word translated was tripping up the mine field. 

A Boom here!

A Boom there!

Good grief!

So Uranus in Gemini was going to do what,

 she thought? 

Dismantle each buried bomb? 

Or

Detonate them all quicker then ever?

She did begin to realize though, now that she had 

a more loving, calm, and emotionally mature guy,

that her Mercury mindsets security netting, 

was actually preventing her Body Mercury from 

joining forces with her and healing the false beliefs that she 

had grown up to use. 

So this was going to be a really interesting time for her. 

Learning what it meant to really relate. 

Not only with herself, but with others as well.