Burning up or down?

The Leo New Moon Solar Eclipse was creeping in ever so slowly,

yet she could hear the roar of the lion ever so loudly

as if it had already came and conquered. 

Was she ready though?

Was she ready to face her Lyin'?

Would she lose her head over it?

Or would she choose confidence and bold release?

Release of all that which was never her to begin with.

 She felt the first growl early this morning when she 

finished making her bracelet. 

As she was packing up her bag to go do the next thing

she realized she had zero energy. 

Grrrowl  came from the Lyin Lion... 

Was she using her creativity to do things she didn't even 

enjoy?

Was she doing her bracelets to only get money?

Cuz her fuel tank was empty...

Then as she went to go do her shadow readings, 

she found great joy in speaking from inside out. 

But the minute she finished and it was time to post 

it, there came a hesitation. 

The Repelled Shadow! 

Growing up she knew she loved to let her energy flow. 

Until one day, when she was shining her light and love  and 

it had met an external darkness.

The shadow of

Rejection!

This is where she had decided that in order to not be 

excluded, she would need to strategize 

outside in. 

But this went against her true love and light and so 

to this day, she keeps finding all kinds of creative endeavors,

but none that which is actually her real truth. 

Those she always felt hesitant and horrified to show... 

 Now, with Leo the Lion getting eclipsed by his lioness...

There was no more Lyin.

It was time to come clean in everything. 

It was also a time to pick just one. 

She had a million hobbies. 

She admitted that much to herself. 

She could also pretty much do anything she put her mind to. 

However, there really was only one thing she truly 

enjoyed wholeheartedly... 

But that very thing, was the only thing people 

persecuted her for.