Military Trail

The Solar Eclipse in Leo had dropped her off here, 

at the station.

The Pisces Lunar Eclipse Station. 

All the baggage she had brought aboard was 

now being told she can no longer take them with her. 

It was time to move on without them. 

But what was she leaving behind?

She came empty handed. 

The only thing she could think of that needed 

letting go was all the shadows she had 

held onto since childhood.

Teen-hood..

Adolescent-hood.

These shadows had followed her all her life. 

They had become the very friends she turned to.

They attracted to her similar, familiar situations

that she could repeat over and over again 

for comfort. 

They were like her big bowl of Ramen. 

Hot, Spicy, Fishy, and Fake!  

The life they kept attracting to her was always one

of combat and wits. 

Who was going to prove more fabulous?

Until Now.

With the Pisces Full Moon Lunar Eclipse, Neptune was coming

in strong, along with his friends, Pluto and Uranus. 

Together, this Trio was revealing all kinds of tactics

and escape modalities that

she was using and never really even saw where 

she reproduced  it from. 

Rather than creating, from who she was, inside out. 

She had been walking backwards the whole time.

She kept going through the revolving door expecting 

to actually get into the building of life. 

But this revolving door only led her to the same place twice.

As if it was all on repeat. 

Time and time again.

So she stopped. 

Finally. 

And during the Eclipse, she was going to just be still.

And she would allow for all that was never 

right... 

to turn left.

And all that was always left...

Would be right. 

And from there, she would allow for 

Holy Spirit to finally be her one and only true guide. 

Because in order for her to create, 

that was the only way forward.