Thursday, November 13, 2025

Re-wire it Again?

She had survived the rumbling charges of the 

Taurus Full Moon, 

yet noticed that everyone 

around her was beginning to sink into what seemed 

like the quicksand left behind.

The Taurus full moon was connected to Venus, 

and she knew very well that without a 

firm connection to Venus, 

no one would be able to stay afloat. 

The Taurus Full Moon had done it's job quite well. 

Surprisingly it had unveiled where everyone 

was still under the false illusion that their feelings 

didn't matter.

That only their feelings for external material security 

was going to save them from the big bad wolf. 

The house made of brick might not be able to be 

blown away, 

but it sure as heck couldn't save

anyone from a sinkhole. 

The Scorpio New Moon was coming up next 

and together with the Taurus Full Moon revelations, 

was going to bring about a whole new view for all. 

Those who never process their fears will meet it head on.

Just as she had met hers, not long ago, 

they all too would be meeting theirs. 

She knew that much. 

It was time to stop looking out there!

And start to look inward. 

Because that is where the magnetic attractor 

had always been stationed. 

However, 

there was a teeny tiny glitch 

when it had come to wiring up the old magnet. 

This tiny glitch which came from 

what was known as Nessus in astrology,

Betrayal 

in the world of emotions,

And 

Trauma bonding in the 3D realm,

Is what was going to need a taking to parts, 

and rebuilding.

But before it could be rebuilt correctly, 

everyone was going to first have to 

See it, 

Feel it,

and 

Acknowledge it. 

But would they? 



Saturday, November 8, 2025

End of An Era Begins

The Taurus Full Moon Charged in 

like a wild Bull going at a Red Cape!

 She received the message loud and clear!

Her ex Husband had hit rock bottom. 

Meaning, he had reached the point of no return.

She knew that he only had two choices now. 

There was no more cheating death. 

He had met death head on. 

But what was he going to choose? 

As she looked in his chart, she could see that it was 

indeed their North Nodes that drew them together. 

They both came here to learn something from each other. 

For her, it was a lesson of listening to her true Venus Values, 

and not going back to the same old past life she had 

already lived. 

For him, he was to learn to be open to a new view. 

One that came from a Venus so different from that 

which he had born into. 

Because her Venus was what he was supposed to recognize 

in himself. 

Unfortunately, he chose not to see her ways. 

He chose not to be open to a new view. 

And thus, he followed his own road down 

to the ground... 

As she sat at the computer, contemplating what to do 

next in her day's journey, 

she realized that she had already conquered three 

subconscious tests!

She realized that one of her biggest life's goals 

was to indeed build up her own Venus Values 

by setting her boundaries in place and actually 

listening to them.

To which she had now seen that she did. 

The first test was when;

She didn't tell her daughter what to do, even though she 

saw the opportunity to 'Help.'

That was definitely a false illusion. 

The word Help.

People loved to use that word as if it was a savior

opportunity for someone else to take. 

But that's exactly what it was... 

BAIT. 

Bait to take. 

She saw that in this mornings message which she 

received in the comments section of her YouTube channel. 

Once again, her ex-friend,

 Whom she had already told straight up

that she didn't appreciate the way he spoke with her, 

had striked again!

He always did things as though he was better. 

Or more superior than her. 

And she told him that she didn't consider that 

type of conversation friendly at all. 

However, he still managed to leave a comment 

pretending to be 'a friend.' 

Using 'Care' as an excuse. 

"Take Care."

 

As though she didn't know how and needed it from 

an external spirit. 

Boy she saw that coming from a mile away. 

She began to see that the world was filled with 

fakes!

People who claimed to 'care'. 

People who 'just wanted to help!'

People who came in sheep's clothing, 

offering a "Hi, How you doing?"

But never actually wanting a real commitment. 

A real relationship.

Always leaving her hanging.

They were all Envious. 

And in order to break a person's spirit, 

they knew the exact words to hide behind. 

Tell me when the kissOf love becomes a lieThat bears the scar of sin too deepTo hide behind this fearOf running unto youPlease let there be lightIn a darkened room

However, when the person actually took the bait, 

they would strike hard. 

Cutting away as much as they could. 

And this cycle would repeat. 

Until she learned to listen to her Venus Values

through the one and only, 

Holy Spirit. 

Boy was she ever glad she finally agreed to go back.

Not to her Past Life, 

But to her one true Love.

Holy Spirit. 

The next Moon coming around was going to be

 the Scorpio New Moon in which a new seed

would be planted. 

For her it was around how she was 

going to move forward each day in her new life, 

in ways that actually resonated with the truth 

of who she was in her Venus values. 






Monday, October 27, 2025

Closing the Doors!

 As she was closing the door on all her 

past lessons, 

and only taking along with her the wisdom

she had collected, 

she realized one more thing 

that needed to be done. 

She needed to send out a heartfelt letter of gratitude

to all those whom she had happened to attract 

on her soul's long journey.

 

She had finally come to the realization, 

that each person whom she was lucky to have met in this 

lifetime, was all a reflection of something 

she was here to evolve. 

And without them, she would not have seen 

exactly where she was under an illusion, 

or in modern terms, 

a spell.

So thank you to all of you! 

Sincerely.

As for the up coming Full Moon in Taurus, 

it was going to be the moment in which 

all that she had feared

would now be activated through 

a total transformation.

However, she will have to put it to 

the test. 

By giving her life the best... 

The best of the rest of  the zest

which she possessed. 




Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Tick Tock BOOM!

 It was the day of the Libra New Moon, 

and she was rolling down a hill in her dump truck.

Once again, she had completely left her

Venus back in the woods and was 

running amuck with some pretty valid ideas, 

yet, it wasn't bringing her one bit of joy at all.

Instead, it was for sure dragging in a whole 

lot of anger and frustration. 

Why though? 

Was her expectation of an outcome way off?

Or was she guilty of putting an external expectation

on it rather then allowing a connection 

to be felt internally? 

Perhaps that was it! 

Because all the anger and frustration seemed to be 

coming from not receiving an external 

approval of some sort.  

But internally she was feeling quite at ease. 

Then she saw it! 

Her Nessus Retrograde in Cancer. 

The internal Betrayal!

Her internal desire to connect with Venus was 

tripped up with an external demand. 

The wires had been crossed!

No wonder she kept ruining her own stuff. 

Her own life 

Every single time! 

This morning when she awoke, she had a vision

before her of all the great apartments 

and houses and rooms she used to rent.

She would create them into magical places to be. 

And then she would destroy them 

with her own bare hands. 

There was an internal battle going on here. 

Cause she knew very well that no one was forcing her 

to end everything as soon as they got 

Great!

However, the internal cross wires were finally 

beginning to smoke and catch fire

and so she knew she needed to deactivate them! 

And soon!

Or else, everything would surly burn down

and leave only bone and ashes....


But could she do it? 





Friday, October 10, 2025

Tailored Super Ego Move

As she approached the bench outside the library,

Known as the old hangout spot. 

There she found Mikey. 

He was talking with the preachy cheating 

loudmouth masculine lady. 

The one that she had encountered the other day 

whom tried to preach God to her. 

That wasn't going to happen. 

She knew that much. 

No one was ever going to preach God to her. 

She was completely in sync with Holy Spirit now 

and no one was going to change that ever again. 

So, she shut that sh*t down as soon as it even

tried to ignite.  

But here she was, at the old bench again, 

and there Preachy lady was talking to her old pal, Mikey. 

As she sat down next to Mike, she was on standby 

and just watched the conversation between the 

two of them get heated. 

Preacher lady began yelling louder and louder... 

Mikey's foot was moving rapidly back and forth, 

trying to hold all his own rage in.

Unfortunately, little miss preachy witch got a 

little too close for comfort and Mikey shot up from 

off the bench and began to walk off. 

Preachy witch kept going at it and paid no mind

to the exit message Mikey was trying to impose, and so 

me, the third wheel, leapt off the bench too and 

went to Mikey's side. 

"Let's get a beer and leave this 3rd degree lecturer". 

Mikey was cool with it and the witch on the bench 

couldn't believe it. 

She shouted back to Mike, 

"I was talking to you and you just gonna leave me 

for her?" 

Mikey replied happily, "Yep!"

Later that night, the witch was gone and she decided 

to tell Mikey the truth. 

"Your little witch friend gave her phone number to my 

beer daddy the other day."

"Hope they live happily ever after," he replied mid laughter!

As they were both having a chuckle, in chimed a message. 

Her Plutonic Ex was once again flying off the bender.

With His insecurity leading him, he sends her a message of 

something really profane and derogatory. 

She immediately blocks him!

Just like that. 

Only this time, it came from an internal power. 

No more was she going to take upon herself other peoples'

brokenness. 

If their unhealed issues cause her harm, 

she was not going to allow them access to her anymore. 

They didn't deserve her sweet loving kindness and generosity.

Daddy was no longer in charge of her. 

She didn't have to love her abusers anymore.

She could finally go back to the true love she 

came here with and not have to lie and cheat herself 

out of attracting with it. 

And her Plutonic ex, was just an old attraction 

of daddy's abusive ways all because he was 

broken and never learned to process his emotions. 

This is exactly where

 Chiron conjunct Eris 

was finally 

revealing to her what it had taken on when she was younger. 

It was now high time to allow it to heal

and become her true power.