It was the day after the
Powerful Aries Solar Eclipse New Moon
and already all kinds of excitement had exploded
around her as well as in her.
To begin with,
she had a revelation stream in
after a very interesting night prior.
This school of life
was definitely teaching her a lot
about who she was and who she had allowed herself
to believe she was.
The one thing she finally allowed
herself to see...
was the shadow she had been running with.
This shadow made her believe that her light
was here to help people.
Meanwhile, she herself was being drained with
each act of kindness.
But also, her power and energy
was only being refilled when she would
use her powers for deception.
Luring people in with a false sense of care
just to prove her high and mightiness.
But this was not her.
This very belief went against her very foundation,
the true love
that which she was and came here to be.
However, part of her had a fear
that she needed to prove herself in order to
be loved.
And so with that twisted mindset,
she was weaving a really tangled web.
However, the patterns were finally coming to an end.
She had hit her point of no return.
She saw herself in the middle
of all her fears.
Like a compass.
She was being guided by the Adult self,
who seemed to have believed in the
illusions of her Dark Side of the moon
and it's shadows!
It was time though,
to make a choice.
Learn something new and
go up.
or
Grab a shovel
and continue to dig her own grave?
Neptune in Aries was going to help her.
She knew that much.
But she had to take the first step
after taking the veil off,
which was to
open her eyes
and see her world from a new light.
Her Own.