Hold on tight!

 The Aries New Moon Eclipse square to Pluto had just passed

April 19th-20th 2023 and she had survived! 

Barely...

Let's rewind...

It was the Sunday before the Eclipse, and she had made herself

a wrong choice for the last time!

Instead of following her joys, and what her heart truly wanted to do, 

She chose to push herself once again with the ego drill Sergeant 

inside her head. 

And needless to say, Pluto and Uranus were not having that anymore.

And so as fate would have it.. 

She put herself in the way of an accident.

Clearly, It was time to move herself to the next level. 

It was now a week and a half later and she sat in her favorite chair

contemplating her next steps. 

She needed to decide where she was going to go. 

What she was going to do next in this life of hers.

With no car, and no job, she really did not have much choices

available to her. 

There was a shopping plaza within walking distance and so that was 

going to be her only real option.

Or was it? 

She tried to think of what else she could do with all 

the skills and knowledge that she possessed.

The skills and knowledge that no one else saw. 

That no one else cared about. 

Or did they?

She had been making videos on Youtube all about shadow work.

And the way the energetics were playing out on earth,

she knew very well that soon enough, a lot more people

were going to start believing in what she had already 

known. 

She was a way show-er.

A guide, if you will. 

 But how was this all going to connect?

To take place?

And When? 

Those were the questions that she too wished 

would answer themselves much soon than later. 

But to no avail, did the Universe ever do as she pleased...

Cuz this is where she was always wrong in her walk 

with God. 

And so today, after all that she had gone through and survived.

She surrendered her stronghold of Pride and control. 

And she closed the door on Manipulation. 

She knew there was a better path. 

She came here with it. 

She just allowed herself to free fall for a little bit..

But after hitting rock bottom one two many times, 

She knew it was time for her to go back to what she knew,

and what she believed in all along. 

God.