No More Edging God Out

The month of May was really a huge deal in her life. 

Or was she just choosing to view it as such?

She often wondered about that?

And lately, she was also learning more and more about herself

and her journey here on earth. 

She began to uncover a hidden part of herself..

It was buried deep within her psyche..

It was the part of her that was still a child... 

The part of her that still seeked so hard to be seen.

To be heard. To be taught how to move forward with all 

that she didn't know how to express. 

This inner child of hers, was constantly being 

over powered by her false sense of self...

 

Otherwise known as her Spiritual EGO!

It was quite the tricky little devil in her. 

Coming from a place of Spiritual knowing... 

It definitely knew how to cover-up the real truth.

But her inner child was always sending her signs. 

And it was time to cut the cords of this Spiritual Ego!

She had more to learn. 

More to grow in. 

And she was getting tired of the isolation she kept herself in.

She wanted family. 

She wanted to be able to communicate and exchange energy

without a need to dominate and be in power. 

She no longer wanted to have separation 

and the need to choose sides...

She wanted peace and harmony..

She wanted to be humble again. 

But it would have to begin inside her first.

She knew this much. 

It was time to surrender her stronghold weapons

 of Pride and Ego...

Lay them down before God 

and ask for forgiveness.

Then... 

It was time for her to forgive herself and 

really reconnect with the part of herself that wanted to learn

and to grow. 

That wanted to be able to reconnect with others because 

it finally learned to reconnect within itself.... 

All the parts that it skipped over when she was 

first introduced into this lifetime. 

It was now or never, 

and she chose NOW. 

Always.