You've been Pawned...

 The world was really beginning to turn itself upside down...

Or maybe it was only her world that was toppling over.

Either way, something was amiss... 

She had somehow gotten all caught up in a whirl wind

 as Pluto decided to go retrograde just a couple of days ago.. 

As she spun around and around, she began to see that 

she had made yet another bad choice out of fear. 

She was always choosing fear over love.  

It was always the more easy choice... until she got what she 

wanted... 

And that's when she realized that this was the pattern. 

The never ending cycle that she was constantly on. 

The cycle that didn't keep her in shape, but instead 

kept destroying her more and more. 

She realized that she was a pawn in the game of life... 

But not her life.. 

She was always throwing herself into other people's games.. 

And by doing so, she had become a pawn. 

Not a King,

 Not a Queen... 

Not even the Joker.. 

She had become once again...

 just a PAWN. 

Of course she knew very well that she was no Pawn!

But because she was always throwing herself into other 

people's games, she really had no choice but to be succumb 

to their bullsh*t!

It was time, she thought... 

Time to finally make a choice that involved her highest good. 

And tonight she did exactly that. 

She text her friend from a long time ago. 

He was a very well off friend. His life reflected it very well. 

And she knew that is exactly what she needed. 

Someone to show her the ropes of trusting in every step

she took to get back to who she truly was. 

Every step to what she was always after.. 

Her wishes and dreams!