It was so easy for her to tell people to not let
anything bother them.
And to just believe in themselves and who they were created to be.
Yet...
When it was time for her to take her own advice...
She was lost.
She failed with a big fat "F"
Like tonight...
She was telling her ex where he needed to stop
following other people's hateful words.
Yet, every minute of every day
she was swallowing the very same words of
doubt
and
rejection
from her own peoples,
as if it was cool-aid.
But because she was a Pisces...
Self sacrifice always got the best of her.
How could she stand up for herself
and then hurt all those she loved.
How could she be so mean and let all
those other people down who didn't approve
who she was.
What the F*@k was wrong with her?
Why couldn't she love herself?
What was so much better about those outside of her?
There really was something utterly
out of line in this.
Could she break it though?
And how?
She really needed some kind of divine intervention.
She knew that much.
But what would be the end result?
What could satisfy both her unconditional love
and her self love?
Both at the same time?
That was the ultimate question...
What would come of it?
She had yet to find that out.
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