In the outside the Box...

 The Aquarius Full Moon was just around the corner.

She was getting ready to plant new seeds... 

However, since this was going to be a full moon, 

she knew exactly what that had meant. 

It was time to purge all that she had accumulated

that wasn't serving her highest good. 

Aquarius was the king of Outside the box thinking, but 

for her, it seemed like she was outside the box of her 

own thinking. 

Yeah, that was a sight for sore eyes. 

Her life had gotten so far out of hand that she needed 

to come back down from her imaginary cloud up in la-la land

in order to straighten it out. 

She realized it was time to just stop. 

Stop lying to herself and everyone else. 

It was time for her to stop defending herself all the time.

It was time to stop changing herself in order to 

get people to like her. 

It was time for her to stop forcing herself into a mold

that other people wanted her to, only to have them tell her

she didn't mold it good enough.

She was getting so tired of being a fake just to please 

everything and everyone.

There had to be another life out there. 

One that matched who she was.

But she knew that she was going to need to be that person first. 

And with that... She was going to lose them all. 

But finally... 

She was okay with that. 

She knew it was the only way to move forward. 

Otherwise, she might as well climb into 

her casket now and close the lid.

But she wasn't ready yet. 

"Not yet! Not yet!" She cried!