Buried Reality Surrendered

With the Scorpio New Moon only mere hours away, 

she knew there was nothing else for her to do

except allow. 

Whatever was going to happen was going to happen.

With or without her. 

It already was.

Nothing was in her control anymore. 

Except surrender. 

She was all up in control with surrender.

And so that is exactly what she did. 

She surrendered. 

Her Phone had cracked back in October.

When she tried to get a new phone in order to continue

her Youtube videos on Spirituality,

the New phone she got couldn't upload videos.

No matter how much she tried to make it happen,

it just wasn't happening. 

So with that...

All she could do was,

Surrender.

Then her Plutonic Twin came into town,

and no matter what she did to try to make him stay,

he still ended up leaving.

So once again... 

Surrender.

Then came jobs. 

She had applied to every store nearby where she lived,

and for some reason, 

they didn't want her even though she was very much so 

qualified.. 

So of course, once again, she had to do the inevitable.

There was no other option

except to, 

Surrender. 

But with all this surrendering... 

She was beginning to feel a bit lost.

Like who was she then?

If nothing was working for her now... 

Then who was she really?

And so she set an intention for the upcoming 

Scorpio New Moon 

to reveal to her 

once and for all

Who she truly was. 

And so with everything that had fallen away... 

It was time to stay open to the truth

that was going to unfold before her

in the next week or so. 

She was ready... 

Or so she thought...