She was sitting in the middle of a battlefield...
And she wanted to be grateful
for all that she had.
So she picked herself up and ran up a hill
and jumped in the trench on the other side.
She began to thank God for the safe harbor,
for the food that was really good but too spicy
for her stomach,
And for the two couch cushions on which she was
blessed to lay her head to sleep.
She tried hard to be grateful for the
nature outside, but really she could
only enjoy it once the sun had set because
otherwise she would catch ablaze in the
scorching hot heat of the city.
Who was she kidding?
Surely not God.
Herself maybe, but definitely not God.
God despised liars.
And even though, gratitude was an important
antidote to a well flowing life, she just knew that
where she had dumped herself
in the Now Moment
had come from a false belief.
As she looked around her,
the environment reflected exactly that very lie
which she was trying to pawn off on God
in her here and now.
No wonder her Plutonic Twin Flame
was reflecting to her
all that which she herself was doing.
And to think she had tried to change him!
had appeared to her the way he did.
She needed a mirror in order to see where she was
believing in false realities created by the
Generations before her.
In order for her to see where she was beating
her head against a wall
trying to create a door....
She needed him.
Just as much as he needed her.
Because Eye's without a Face
was pretty much just human waste.
{ I'm all out of hopeWhen I'm far from homeDon't call me on the phoneTo tell me you're aloneIt's easy to deceiveIt's easy to teaseBut hard to get release(Les yeux sans visage) eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage)Eyes without a face (les yeux sans visage)I spend so much timeBelieving all the liesTo keep the dream aliveNow it makes me sadIt makes me mad at truthFor loving what was you }
~BillyIdol; Eye's without a Face~
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