Win Her

As she sat in front of her computer typing away,

listening to her favorite Spanish Songs, 

she took a sip of her favorite beer.

The New Moon in Leo was happening in 5 hours 

and she was ready. 

There was only one small lingering question though.

This one small question that 

dared to linger more then expected

in her brain.

The question of How Long?

How Long what? 

That was the question... 

The unanswered question. 

Unanswered because she had yet to see it

answered...

So what was she referring to?

Passed lovers. 

She realized that every ex she had, 

was aging. 

Faster than her. 

And she was the older one. 

By birth. 

By date. 

But definitely not by life. 

She was the one living. 

The rest of them had given up.

Given in.

Except one... 

She wondered what was happening to this one. 

He was definitely getting the crap 

kicked out of him.

That was a given.

And even though he would

 'WIN'

by default, 

she could see that his true victory 

was lost. 

He was lost. 

She saw it in his eyes. 

Something in her contracted. 

She couldn't trust him. 

He had lied so many times, it was pointless. 

Besides, He was the man. 

And he had chosen his path. 

And it definitely did not include her.

As hard as that was to swallow. 

She forgave him. 

For everything.