The Itsy Bitsy Spy-der

She was a story teller. 

Nothing More. 

Nothing Less.

Everything she wrote in this blog was just 

a mere fantasy. 

None of it was ever true. 

It was her imagination running wild. 

And why shouldn't it?

Life was so boring.

Why not spice it up?

So, this here, was were she came to 

spin her web of deceit. 

Deceit upon herself and others.

She wrote about wishes and fantasies,

that she wished would exist. 

But none of them actually would satisfy her. 

She was in a state of illusion 

most of the time. 

And then the rest of the time, 

she was too busy pushing herself to death.

She was a good liar though. 

She knew that much.

She was an illusionist. 

She could fool anyone. 

They couldn't read her the way she could

 read them.

But she played along. 

She wanted to see just exactly what made people 

tick.

What made them do what they did.

And why?

Sometimes she found something so interesting,

that she followed their lead. 

But only to figure it out quicker for them. 

She had the gift. 

The gift of....

Shhh...

No. 

No one would know her gift. 

Never again. 

But she continued forth. 

And so far, she had uncovered a deep battle. 

Her scorpion coworker and her cancer lover

had intertwined in her own web of revelations. 

Yes, she was the spider that revealed deceit

through her web of revelations. 

And it was these two whom had the luxary of

 entangling in it first. 

They had come to her first,

And with her spiritual knowledge,

she drew them in one by one. 

The scorpion was powerful and believed 

that she could destroy the web. 

But of course it would take time. 

The scorpion was trying to unravel the web

one by one. 

But she saw this coming

 long before it even took place. 

She just knew. 

The cancer crab on the other hand was

 too entangled in the Scorpionic spell

to even see what was spinning around his head. 

But she had a revelation to unleash.

That was her path. 

And those who were attracted to her light

wanted the revelation. 

Only, their human body

was not expecting it. 

It was a soul mate connection. 

And she was that soul.

They had all signed up for it long before 

inhabiting earth.

She knew this. 

And she was sure they did too. 

Only they were too busy living to see it. 

She may have looked naïve, 

but she was anything but that. 

And that was something 

people would come to understand

one day.