Coming Down from this Cloud...

Back in 2019, 

when she first moved to the state of 

Lovers. 

She had met a guy while at her place of 

employment.

This guy was a Sagittarius... 

And when she thought about what was in her 

Natal chart around Sagittarius energy... 

She realized that she had an illusion in place

along with her strategies.

But she also realized she had an internal

burning passion.

After all that she had been through in this lifetime,

she knew very well that this guy 

whom she had met back in 2019, 

whom was trying to resurface six years 

too late,

was definitely not 

that deep internal passion. 

She knew there was something deep within her, 

but it was definitely not connected to 

something so simply external.

So after chatting with him for a little bit, 

she was really ready to just pull up the 

draw bridge.

Take care now,

Bye bye then.

As she tried to think about what else was new, 

she realized that there was a dark figure

who kept haunting her. 

But what was haunting? 

Well, for her,

it was the way this guy in all black 

kept showing up for her everyday

that she had went into her job.

It's as if she was seeing her END Near 

if she had continued to go there. 

And just the other day, 

she realized that a drunk guy by the name of her

deceased great God father,

had paid her a visit. 

She talked with him and realized he had 

given up his dream to live the life  

he had thought was right. 

And in the end, 

he died a horrible fate. 

Was the man in Black reminding her to 

stop repeating the past karma? 

Was her own fate on the line?

Around

Valentine's Day 

was when her God father died. 

Valentine's Day was her favorite Holiday. 

Love was who she was. 

But would she Love herself as she believed 

in Love?

Or 

Would she

 Lie to herself that she had to

WORK

in order to Live

and

 go to the man in Black 

on

Valentines Day?!?!