The Full Moon in Leo was upon her...
Only mere hours away
and all that she needed to know, would be revealed
soon enough.
But before that could happen..
She first had to make space for it.
Space inside her emotional body.
There was way too many shadows trapped up
in it.
She realized that this Leo Full Moon was all about
Joy, inspiration, fertility, creativity, and relationships.
All of which she was completely STUCK
knee deep in quick sand.
It was time to release all the weight
that was dragging her under.
Relationships.
That was a huge thing for her.
She hated them.
But at the same time,
couldn't live without them.
But what was the attachment?
She decided to not think it through but rather
just allow all that was stuck inside her,
to just rush out
like a damn that broke through finally!
She realized she still had a lot of hang-ups
and unanswered questions roaming around
inside her.
Especially around her Plutonic Ex.
Questions like;
Why wasn't she good enough?
Why wasn't she enough?
Why didn't she deserve to be heard?
Why didn't they care about who she was?
Why was everything she did and said
twisted around and used against her?
Why did they believe the worst of her
when all she did was try her best to be loving.
Could it be though...
That perhaps,
She had a false belief of love...
And so what she thought was loving,
was really actually nothing of the sort!?!?
No wonder they all left her.
If she couldn't love herself unconditionally...
Then how could she fool them to believe
that she loved them.
She was basically treating them
the same way she was treating herself.
Like Sh1t.
And that's why today
as she was trying to write SMILE
in the snow,
She tripped on the L...
L for Love.
Which she had wrote out first after making
a snow angel.
Send me an Angel.
Well they did.
And he pushed her to fall into her own
Self deceptive
Lies...
It was time to clean it up.
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