Dream Weaver

 Ceres...

 Demeter.. 

Goddess of Fertility... 

She really didn't care what people called her,

but what she did care about was 

When,

 Where,

and

How

 did she put up a block against her Ceres energy?

As she tried to think back on her life, 

she realized that when she was with her Plutonic Ex 

and he kept leaving her for his family,

especially his mother... 

That's exactly when her periods had suddenly 

disappeared as well. 

And in it's place, grew a barren belly... 

People would ask her all the time, 

"Are you pregnant?"

And each time, she would boil with rage inside,

because she didn't even have a man. 

No Man, 

No Sex,

No Love,

No Baby!

She was abandoned, 

lied to,

used and abused,

gaslit, 

and

neglected.  

And now, she had to deal with the pain of

losing her beauty as well... 

The one key source she had that lured in 

the many suitors whom she enjoyed sharing

times with. 

Until she was tired of them and 

cut them off. 

Almost like a spider... 

Weaving her web to catch her next prey. 

And that's when she saw it! 

Diana... 

The Weaver. 

The Goddess of the Hunt. 

Had she been relying on Diana instead of her own Venus?

Could it be that her desires were transformed long ago,

since back in her early childhood days!?

She really didn't doubt it. 

In fact, she knew it and was already miles ahead into her 

spiritual journey working on 

her shadow healing. 

However,  when Ceres moved into Aries,

and came to her with her first revelation

she could hardly contain her excitement!

Then came the infertile thought... 

How would she use this gift 

now that it was opened? 

How would she stop using the web weaver energy

that she was so well accustomed to? 

Did Ceres also bring with her a new idea? 

A New Way?

Because she was ready for it. 

She just needed a push. 

And that push was probably going to come from 

the Sun conjunct Uranus,

which was just around the corner. 

So Stay tuned...