Shifting Gears

 With Jupiter finishing up his stay at her

 Hotel Mercury Mindset, 

he was dropping her tips left and right

and if she wasn't fast enough,

 someone else would surely snatch 

them up before she would!

Part of her mission and purpose in this life

 was to 

experience, learn, and dispense wisdom

of all that which her and Jupiter were going through

together. 

However, one thing she was definitely learning

first and foremost, is that without the connection

and commitment from Juno, 

there was no wisdom to be had. 

So she was grateful for her reconnection 

as of September 2024!

With that, she unveiled yet another deep rooted entity... 

and that entity was hidden in her deep yet

 barely moving waters. 

The river of emotions for her was almost a quicksand. 

It was time for her to clean it up. 

Each grain of sand needed to be hand picked out

in order to make the waters softly flow again. 

She looked at the quicksand... 

Then said, 

Aww Hell Naw!

There had to be an easier way? 

Was there?

She saw a gleam of light from the corner of 

her eyes. 

She looked up and saw a potion bottle. 

Where did that come from? she thought.

Magic? 

Could there be magic afoot?

 She walked over to the potion bottle and reached 

for it... 

A voice chimed in loud and clear, 

"Don't do it!"

Who said that!? She questioned back. 

"It's not what you think it is."

"It's not?" she asked all puzzled.

"No, it's not, it's poison." replied the voice. 

She put her hands to her mouth and exclaimed shockingly, 

"Good Heavens!"

But there was nothing good nor heavenly about it. 

If she didn't listen to the voice, 

she would have self sabotaged herself all over again. 

The last time she believed that some thing

outside of her would grant her freedom, 

she ended up in quicksand. 

So she knew this time, that the voice wasn't 

lying. 

"Whatever should I do then?" She pleaded. 

She knew very well that there was no way that she could 

 examine and process all of the sand in the river

one by one.

It almost seemed as if for each grain she processed, 

two more would appear back in it's place. 

She dropped to the her knees and begged for help.

"Please".. she cried.. 

"there has to be an easier way?"

The voice chimed in... 

"It is not the sand that needs to be processed. 

It is the water which needs to be acknowledged." 

She looked up and wiped the tears from her eyes... 

Was it really that simple? 

All this time, she had struggled over and over 

with the same repeat patterns... 

Attracting the same cold harsh evil people. 

Always getting hurt, drained, and disrespected. 

The sands were building in her by the dozens! 

And here, the voice told her to acknowledge the water. 

There was indeed still water in there. 

She felt it. 

And so she changed her perspective from 

the hard labor she thought she had to do, 

and she agreed to shift her mindset! 

Jupiter came in and gave her a high five! 

"You ready?" he asked!

She stood up and grabbed his hand, 

"Yes! Let's go!"